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Hmm lama juga yak!

Beberapa postingan kayak materi perintis, compare-compare software, dan tutorial udah gua hapusin wkwk, jadi sisa sekitar 3 postingan original doang di blog ini :(

Eh tapi kok ada post tahun 2019 sama 2020 si? nah yang post-an 2019 itu pindahan blog KKN gua sementara postingan 2020 itu backup-an wattpad hehe.

Okee jadi kedepannya isi blog ini bakal bahas ke arah sains-fiksi, teori fisika, astronomi, sama review kali ya. 

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Therapy Session 6 : Good Riddance

Ring-ring,

Phone call from depression.

Head spinning,

My anxiety startin' an aggression. /

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You said I'm just paranoid,

but this shit is real and i can't control it. /

I just need you to care,

want you to hear the sadness that I want to share. /

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Still no luck,

You act like you don't give a fuck.

Leaving me here, stuck. /

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Now I reach my threshold,

feel like I'm in hell but so cold. /

Yeah I know it gets old,

Your feeling to me, not anymore on the topnotch. /

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Hence,

I send my greetings to the moon,

Good Riddance,

Cause the devil tellin' me I'll die soon.

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ps : 

This is The End of My Sessions.

We'll be alright, and We'll be okay.

This is also a tribute to Jarad Higgins R.I.P.

Therapy Session 5 : Dangerous Mind

Say hi to my old friend,

The desire that would lead my life to its end. /
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Again,
I'm tired and sick of this bullshit and pain,
And thinkin' to kill myself again. /
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Cut off my wrist and let the blood run out of my vein.
Took some codeine and overdose till' I'm dyin,
or just shoot the bullet straight to my brain. /
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Yeah this life got my head spinnin'.
Feels like I was born different,
or maybe it's my anxiety that got me trippin'. /
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I just wanna get out from this fast livin'.
Hoping my OCD's stop to keep pressurin'. /
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Ain't that something?.
Bet you didn't see that coming.
One more push, and I'm gonna swing. /
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I'm hoping that you understand.
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If my verse come to your hand,
Please don't call the reverend.
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Just bury me a Legend. /